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Spent the whole day in my room, trying my best to work on my design and hoping that I could be heading somewhere with my multiple trials.... I must admit, I feel that my design is still very much lacking.... lacking of depth... lacking of interest.
Sometimes, it's not that I don't like what I do. My non-aki friend used to comment on my overnighters when i told her that I just have to work overnight. She says rather honestly... that I didn't like what I was doing and therefore I procrastinated. I felt terribly wronged
Felt frustrated with design sometimes. Tried very hard, worked very hard.. My loved ones could attest for that...But, I just don't hit the nail. Sometimes, I feel like resigning because I think I am not cut out to be an designer...
I dislike the feeling of working so hard, yet still feel aimless because.. I don't know how I am designing.. Guess you won't understand... It's all very abstract.
I feel deprived. Deprived of a carefree lifestyle.. and heavily burdened by design and the impending submission date which I terribly fear. I am afraid that I can't finish in time to submit. I hate those days leading up to my submission, it's always so tiring.... and I always run out of steam..
Pls pray along with me. Pray for a great development and improvement in my design which is hardly 20% developed. Pray for restedness in my soul and encouraging spirit to keep me moving with this ardous journey that seems almost impossible to finish. Pray for stronger trust and reliance on my Abba Father who is a God of miracle and who can make the humanly impossible tasks possible.. Pray for me.. to be joyful and rested.. to be able to finish this project on time... and to pass so that I can graduate... Pray that I will praise Him all the days of my life.. and honour Him as I worship Him with my work.
Once again, God reminded me that when I can't, my God is able. God can.
I'm glad that I've spent my last two hours before I sleep watching a movie. =)
Faith, you ought to chill out a bit...
Good night dear friends....
"Surely goodness and love will follow all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of my Lord forever."
Spent the whole day in my room, trying my best to work on my design and hoping that I could be heading somewhere with my multiple trials.... I must admit, I feel that my design is still very much lacking.... lacking of depth... lacking of interest.
Sometimes, it's not that I don't like what I do. My non-aki friend used to comment on my overnighters when i told her that I just have to work overnight. She says rather honestly... that I didn't like what I was doing and therefore I procrastinated. I felt terribly wronged
Felt frustrated with design sometimes. Tried very hard, worked very hard.. My loved ones could attest for that...But, I just don't hit the nail. Sometimes, I feel like resigning because I think I am not cut out to be an designer...
I dislike the feeling of working so hard, yet still feel aimless because.. I don't know how I am designing.. Guess you won't understand... It's all very abstract.
I feel deprived. Deprived of a carefree lifestyle.. and heavily burdened by design and the impending submission date which I terribly fear. I am afraid that I can't finish in time to submit. I hate those days leading up to my submission, it's always so tiring.... and I always run out of steam..
Pls pray along with me. Pray for a great development and improvement in my design which is hardly 20% developed. Pray for restedness in my soul and encouraging spirit to keep me moving with this ardous journey that seems almost impossible to finish. Pray for stronger trust and reliance on my Abba Father who is a God of miracle and who can make the humanly impossible tasks possible.. Pray for me.. to be joyful and rested.. to be able to finish this project on time... and to pass so that I can graduate... Pray that I will praise Him all the days of my life.. and honour Him as I worship Him with my work.
Once again, God reminded me that when I can't, my God is able. God can.
I'm glad that I've spent my last two hours before I sleep watching a movie. =)
Faith, you ought to chill out a bit...
Good night dear friends....
"Surely goodness and love will follow all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of my Lord forever."
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