Saturday, February 25, 2006

重温归家的感觉

今晚,我选择重温归家的感觉。
我搭96巴士回家。到了车站,我下车,便独自往宿舍行去。一个人回家的感觉真是不同。 没有人跟我说话, 无人伴我身旁。 我一直往前望,体验着归家的感觉。开了房门, 看到眼前空荡荡的空间 --- 一片漆黑。心里是沉重的。

但愿沉重的感觉会离我而去。我只想从温某夜归家的体验。
让我回忆起那晚回家时的快乐感觉吧!

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

I held my Papa's Hand.

How does it feel to hold your Papa's hand when you were young? Do you still remember? I certainly couldn't relinquish the experience of holding my father's hand... probably because I was too young to appreciate the feeling of being held by the hand of my dearest father or my palm was just too small for my daddy to hold and he chose to held me at my wrist instead. Although I couldn't remember the experience of being held, I am very sure that my father held me because he wanted to lead and guide me. When I crossed the road, he held me by my hand and walked me across the road. Sometimes, he tugged me at my hand and alerted me when we need to walk in another direction.

Over the weekend, when I went home after a long while, I held my Papa's hand again. This time, I remembered the experience. He held my hand while we walked but let my hand go when we stopped to cross the road. It was entirely different from the way he held me when I was young. I guess that he has recognised that I have grown up. With my maturity in age, he has also become more willing to give me more personal space and freedom. However, he would still tug me once in a while, just to ensure that I am still walking in safety because he knows what is best for me. I am still his dearest daughter and I am accountable to him.

It is always so enjoyable and heartwarming to hold my Papa's hand. When I hold his hand, I would be constantly reminded that I am still a child in his eyes. I enjoy being his little child forever.

Similarly, I love to be the little child of my Heavenly Father. I love to hold His mighty hands. When I fall, He would pick me up. When I am lost, he would lead me in His way. When I am struggling, He would lift me up and carry me in His arms. When I am in the midst of a storm, He would bring me close to Him and comfort me while I take refuge in Him. I am always assured and I have nothing to fear because He knows what is best for me and He would lead me in His most desired plans for me. Thank you Abba Father. I Love You. =)


"Yet I am always with you; you hold me by my right hand.
You guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will take me into glory."
Psalm 74: 23

Saturday, February 18, 2006

22nd Birthday Celebration
I turn 22 on the second day after Valentine's Day.

Delighted.
For I have a fruitful birthday, one that is unplanned for.
Thank you friends for the great smashing birthday celebration. =)


And of course the endless sms/msn birthday wishes from dear friends, including eugene, ben, jucheng, andrew, szechong, junhao, joy, lam yarn & kailin. Victor called all the way from London and sent his greetings to me! That was really sweet of him. =)

My CG sent me a series of smses..

Angela: Hey ty sister! Happy 22nd! May your day be filled with joy and presence of the Lord.. And also for your year ahead to be richly blessed for you to grow in Christ. =)

Deng Kiang: Happy birthday! La la la la la la.

Jared: Happy B'Day!!!!! =)

Eelin: Hey Babe, Happy Birthday! Happy 22 years of defying the infant mortality rate.. haha

Linying: Faith... Happy Bday!!! Jia u 4 ur crit. ur little present in ur big side bag pocket.

Jeanette: Hi Faith, happy 22nd birthday! May God bless u richly in the coming year. :-)

Calvin: Happy birthday faith! No more red eggs and mian xian... its the angmoh one so... ... easter eggs and spaghetti this time! Have a good 22nd.

Jack: Yo. heard it's your 22nd birthday today. Blessed growing older, sister. =p well, one year older, hopefully one year wiser ;>

Selena &m Jon: Happy Birthday faith!! =) hope ur day was fun!

It was amusing to receive their messages one after another. Then, I found out from Sister Fanny... "haha.. go thank angie for her friendly reminder to all of us.. but shh dont tell her i told you :) anyway enjoy ur hatchday yeah!"

Hoho.. Thank you Angie. Thank you CG.. Thank you all!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006


The Father's Love
We love because He first loved us,
He gave so we can give;
We love because He first touched us,
He died so we can live. —Sper

Valentine's Day

The day of friendships.


Andrew: Hi, Happy Vday! Hope things are going fine for you...

Yane: Happy Valentine's Day! May Angels bring u closer to Mr Prince Charming!May u always B surround'd with loved ones! have a blessed wk ahead ;-)

Angela: Happy Valentine's Day. God loves you and i love you too. "Muacks!" Have a blessed day.

Cedric: I have littel angel flying round with a hammer. each person he hits gets a little bit of my love and frenship. i hope he beats u like crazy! Happy valentines day

Ziqi: Hey... Happy friendship day yah... Very primary school hoh wish like that... Anyway... Have a great day!

Yee Chong: Happy vday... =D


Thank you friends.
Happy Valentine's Day!

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

元宵节
1984 年诞生之日

今年的元宵节跟往年一样。我与家人聚集在暖炉的周围共享一顿丰盛的火锅大餐。亲爱的妈妈准备了许多食物, 还特地为我准备了红鸡蛋与鸡蛋面线。我真是一个幸福的女儿啊! 谢谢妈妈!




Saturday, February 11, 2006

Runway or Another
Eusoff Hall Dance Production 2006

I did not perform this year. Finally!
I could watch & enjoy like an audience.



Tuesday, February 07, 2006


等待

我一生都在等。在人生不同的阶段, 我等着不同的人与事。 在我所等待的经验当中, 无目标地等是最痛苦的。因为,我无法掌握等待后的结果,所以等待时是充满无奈与无助的。积极盼望却无法知道等待的结果是很难受的。因此, 我要学会耐心地等。只有这样, 等待的过程才不会度日如年。

朋友曾劝我别再等了。 他说“要来的自然会来“。他劝我别做无需要的等待, 因为光阴会不知觉随着等待而悄悄流失。他也说若是一个人刻意地等待, 时间会显得特别长与难过。相反的,若是他能利用等待的时间来做其他的事,等待的过程就快了许多。 等待的过程虽然显得快,但是我觉得人会很容易措施等待的结果。 因为,当等待的结果已抵达的时候,人会因为没有专注地等而无法察觉与判断他是否等到了结果。这样措施一个期盼已久的结果,那不是太可惜了吗?

等着鱼儿上钩的经验就是如此。当鱼吃了鱼饵, 并且晃动鱼线的时候,钓鱼的人必须尽快把鱼拉出水面,才能成功地钓到鱼。 若是钓鱼的人因边阅读边等,而没有专心地看管鱼线,鱼儿就会乘他不注意时把鱼饵吃了, 并且游走。钓鱼的人也就白等了。

此时此刻,我又在等什么呢? 我在等着耶稣的降临。这我非常肯定; 耶稣一定会再来。可是,这次等待的过程却是不同的。我选择在他未出现的时候, 积极向自己爱与关心的家人和朋友传佳音。我希望他们能在耶稣来临之前信主,并且不措施能与耶稣永生的机会。

耶稣他又在等什么呢?他在等你相信他的那一天。